Jul 29, 2008

08.08.88

How well do we remember things?

Some of us list down tasks or birthdays in our calendars. Others put on alarms in their cellphones. A lot more are downloading over-rated stuff on the net just to help them keep score with things they want and do not really need.

Burmese people do not need to download anything because they will always remember. It only takes four digits: eight-eight-eighty-eight (8-8-88).

That was when the students of the All Burma Student Democratic Front led protest actions together with many groups against the State Peace and Development Council, known to many as the infamous, dictatorial and fascist military government. That was the first time that a unified action has been taken by the people of Burma against its government since the latter took over in 1962.

Weeks after the protest actions, the military started arresting, killing, detaining, torturing, abducting, hamleting, subjugating, oppressing the people they have until the present mouthed to protect and serve.

Twenty years after, the same things are happening and yet the people have not wavered. They continue to fight for the memory of loss, of devastation, of hunger, of struggle, of resistance remains as graphic as the present day.

For no memory was lost. It was carried on.

This Friday, August 1, I will be joining friends in the Hong Kong Coalition for a Free Burma in setting up the banners (see pictures) along the busy streets of Hong Kong to show our solidarity with our Burmese brothers and sisters, to help the local people continually remember the ongoing situation in Burma, and to remind the Burmese government that we have not and will never forget.

The 8th of August, 2008 marks the opening of Beijing Olympics. For the Burmese people, it is the memory of a struggle unfinished. And to be continued. And won.

Numbers are not easy to forget. When they mean so much to a people.

Jul 21, 2008

Pictures of the Gay-zha

This post is a collection of pictures from my last trip to Japan. Some came from good friend, Bill Hackwell of ANSWER Coalition. Salamatchiwa!

A Temple in Kyoto
(walking distance from subway. Breathtaking!)

Japanese Youth Activists Chanting Slogans
(Sa sobrang hahaba, breathtaking din!)

An Anarchist Drummer's Behind
(Why do they always have nice smooth - siiiigh - backs?)

The Police Sandwich Scheme
(Panis ang iskemang ito! So exagg!)

25 Billion Yen Worth of Police Security
(Lahat na lang pagdududahan, paggagastusan! Zebrang EXAGG!!)

Yamamoto-San
(The girlfriend is the one on the right. So much for - our forbidden - love.)

Fierce
(O ako na yan. Chos!)

Genzou-san
(Ramdam ang lukso ng berdeng dugo. Ang keeper ng tunay na feslak ng manchung nakablack - ng aking second Yamamoto-San. Haaaay.)
I have to admit. Bukod sa matinding galit ko sa imperyalismo at sa G8, si kuyang nakablack ang inspirasyon at motivation sa tila Long March of Hokkaido.

Sya ang aking morning dew sa umagang kayganda. Ang breath of fresh air paglabas mula sa nakaka-suffocate na tent. Ang lagok ng tubig sa matinding kapaguran. Ang aking red bull. Ang dahilan kung bakit nakakaya kong kumain ng isang buong kamatis at araw-araw na paghigop ng miso.

Haaay, Genzou, ipadala mo na ang picture. Arigato guzaimasu.

Jul 18, 2008

Becoming Woods Comma Elle

Aminin mo na, lahat tayo pinangarap maging si Elle: sexy, eksperto sa pagpapaganda at me boypren na Warner. Karamihan sa atin kasi, nagpapaseksi kahit luwa pa rin ang love handles, trying hard maging expert sa pagpapaganda (kasi mahal ang Obagi) at naghahangad ng papang naka-Warner.

Maraming time na nagtatatakbo tayo ke Papa. Offering everything, karaniwan datung, or understanding or freedom (meron ba nun?) para lamang ma-prove na we are seriously in love with him.

Katulad ni Elle sa musical version ng Legally Blonde, we are so nakakatuwa at nakakatawa na minsan akala ng iba hindi tayo nagseseryoso o ang hirap nating maseryoso. Parang kulang na lang, sabihin lagi ng audience, spectators, tambay o kahit yung kapitbahay na laging nakatanghod sa kung ano ang susunod nating gagawin:

"Ambakla-bakla mo..."

Pero deadma sa sinasabi ng iba. Laging me pang-Miss Gay na sagot tayo sa lahat ng mga umaatake. At always, lagi tayong me refuge, me Greek chorus - ang ating mga bayot friends, like Elle's sorority mates in Delta Nu.

At minsan darating ang time, tulad sa buhay ni Elle, na makikita natin ang tunay na kulay ni mhin at palalayain na natin sya. At kapag nag-uumapaw na ang ating success, sa kung anumang facet ng buhay natin ito, at nagkukumahog si mokong na bumalik, asking the question: How about love?

Oh mee god na lang ang isasagot mo. Unless ipinanganak ka ng late 1960s hanggang 1970s at ang isasagot mo nama'y, "Beh, buti nga!"

Pero kung mas matanda ka pa ron, magiging Meryl Streep ka at kakanta ng: The Winner Takes It AAAAAAAALL! habang humaharap sa seas, nililipad ng hangin ang scarf mo kasabay ng luhang tumatagktak, nakatapak sa mga rocks at nakatalikod kay Pierce Brosnan.


Maganda ang musical. Parang life ng mga bakla, except funner.

(Youtube lang ang katapat nyan kung di mo pa nakikita.)

Jul 13, 2008

Of Anime Dreams

The dream that was Japan has finally come true. I was going and go I did.


First stop was Kyoto, a beautiful place with houses and buildings not going beyond five storeys high as well as streams and big trees engulfing temples and national parks.


My friend’s rented apartment looked exactly like those traditional houses I saw in Akira Kurosawa’s films except the sliding doors were made of glass and lock installations were out of this world, if not much more innovative than ours.


Convenience stores, of course, were abundant in the middle of night for those craving for sushi, ramen and Yakult (which apparently has more to offer than the small bottle containing lactobacilli Shirota strain).


The sento, or the public bath, was not to be missed out – taking me several visits to finally focus on the towels and shampoo bottles on the men’s heads instead of something else.


The politeness was definitely worth-mentioning with the word sumimasen, much like Hong Kong’s m’goi, being mentioned albeit more frequently.


Looking at the landscape, the lamp and electricity posts, the nature of the houses and by their sheer order, I thought that Philippines would have been like Kyoto, if not the whole of Japan, if all the dirt on the streets and in our government have been completely rid of.


The G8


The Hentai dream was soon to become a mere illusion, a nightmare I woke up from.


Japan has been in a long period of recession, passing them into the age of depression – much like the United States in the 1930s. Food and other products were getting more expensive than they already are, unemployment rate is high with 33% of irregular workers composed of fresh graduates and young people, suicides across all ages were simply alarming.


I was of course there not as Sailormoon aiming to save the Japanese people from debilitating hopelessness but as a friend and supporter, activist and solidarity comrade against the G8 that happened in Lake Toya, Hokkaido.


For five consecutive days, with the first two happening in Sapporo and the next three along the highways going to Lake Toya, we marched for a minimum of two hours, with Japanese slogans profusely flowing like hot lava from our mouths, banners, flags and shirts that rallied calls against the G8, and nori-wrapped sticky rice and ripe tomatoes to feed on at the end of these marches.


Nights were allotted for sharing and discussing concerns, expressing solidarity and developing networks for bigger campaigns and actions in the future.


The Ainus


I was invited by our member student organization, which joined a big group of anti-imperialist and anti-G8 groups who organized the 3-day camp-out and protest.


The Ainus, Japan’s indigenous people residing mostly in Hokkaido, were part of the organizers. As their reception to us was warm, their sentiments toward the Japanese diet and the G8 were of immense rage and hatred.


They hated the Japanese diet with a passion for it grabbed their land away from them. Having fought for this inherent right for such a long time, they were faced with sheer arrogance and neglect as well as brute military force. Much like the oh-so exaggerated deployment of military and police force as if the Bozanians were to attack Lake Toya and Voltes V was in the carburetor shop.


While some of the Ainu leaders negotiated with the diet to recognize them as an indigenous people, some were more upfront and led the protest.


They called for a summit of their own, calling the G8 Summit a farce and its leaders as the root cause of climate change, the food crisis and all the world’s problems. Something not one has to exaggerate about.


The Irony

While there in the camp, I observed how the Japanese activists were very conscious of the food they ate - not leaving even a speck of rice or a sliced pickled ginger in the plastic container. They brought their own chopsticks and bowls and segregated the trash into the combustibles and non-combustibles.

They said that they would rather cook than eat outside because it was more economical, not to mention that they too were feeling the economic crunch.

On my last night in
Kyoto, activist friend Hana brought me to a 100-yen sushi shop to eat, yes, sushi. There we had 1,000 yen (10 US$) worth of sushi and takoyaki balls.

Cheap, I happily uttered. It is probably your salmon, he answered.

Those words rang in my head over and over that it took me hours before I could sleep.

It was like he implied to me that their heads too were being turned by their imperialist government – being pampered to an extent so as not to complain. That they are made to see beautiful meadows, fields and seas as others were exploited, plundered and owned. That social turmoil only exists in Africa, not in Namagasake, Osaka – where workers were abused and exploited, but fighting and resisting. Or elsewhere in Japan, like Okinawa where the US military basing and raping teenage women are okay with the diet.

So much for Hello Kitty. The Bozanians actually lived among us.

Jul 4, 2008

Pagbabalik-loob

I begged myself from not doing it but I still did.

If there ever were a place not to go to GO (gay ogling), it will be Japan.

Jusco 10 Dollar Shop, the place was teeming with oh-so-gorgeous men! From bald to bushy-haired, men from early 20s to mid 40s, from those in suits and pointy leather shoes (seem popular here) to those just in casuals. The metro was more than enough to keep the eyes full yet begging for more.

And to think I am just in Kyoto. The beautiful temples, those old houses, the breathtaking mountain ranges and hills that serve as backdrop to them 4-storey flats and the silent roads that remind me of Haruka Murakami and anime films will just have to wait. (They will have their fair share in future posts.)

For now, it is the eating of words that I just spewed a few days ago.

Sya, nagkamali ako, Mandaya. At walang emancipationg magaganap, Kawadjan. Deadma na sa profundity, Gibo.

I love Japan. I hate the G8.

Jul 2, 2008

An Elegy to Gay Ogling

Badet 1: Zayla mezzi Cheverru? Manchu, day!

Badet 2: Waz.

Badet 1: Waynamachiwa?

Badet 2: Waaku inchez za utarakang wa inchez za akey.


One thing I gathered from all these years of gayness: I just can't be too physically interested in so many men.

Eyes dart left and right, back and front - as if peripheral vision becomes the norm (which a good friend has eventfully perfected.)

Physical beauty remains reigning supreme in the sea of green blood (if taken literally would mean the profuse gatheration of sulphur in the blood - good thing it isn't to be taken as such) that unfortunately, like in Wicked: a musical friends introduced me to, even has a green one left out.

So I strutted along the treacherous, torturous road to ultimate liberation with the thought - I would not be interested in a man who is not interested in me.

Jaded. Bitter. Ugly. These could possibly be the words being spewed out of a reader's mouth once they reach the paragraph above.

I am way past ugliness now. I am no longer bitter. And I don't think of myself as jaded.

While I enjoy watching my friends being snatched out of the dance floor while others straightforwardly kiss a stranger in the dead of night, I relish being in the background.

I would enjoy being snatched away, too. Or kissing a stranger.

And I do enjoy snatching someone away. Or being kissed.

But the point of the matter here is, I am done looking at men on the streets or anywhere else. I am closing down my gaydar just for the sake of world peace, and my peace of mind.

Imagine: if we were all children of Professor Charles Xavier and Xaviera Hollander, BEHOLD the ultimate in mental masturbation, third eye voyeurism and telepathic intercourse.

I stick with being Kitty Pryde.

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I have nirvanically accepted that in the world I live in, (gay) men come in less than a trickle.
 
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